We’d had a week of bliss, I felt so close to Him so I didn’t
understand His abrupt change in mood. He barely spoke to me and seemed grumpy.
Yes, we all get that way but this seemed personal, seemed aimed at me.
His friend J came by and each time I spoke, Daddy cut me
off. J said something flirty to me and Daddy cut him off. It was out of character
because J’s not a threat and he never minded it before. I didn’t understand. I
asked but couldn’t get an answer.
The following day was a lot of the same and finally it all
came out. Daddy doesn’t want me to communicate with SH. Long story short – SH is
a wealthy man that I saw during a brief break with Daddy. SH fell kind of hard
for me and tenaciously tried to get me back. He is well aware that I love Daddy
and am not interested in a relationship with him other than friendship. As a
matter of fact, SH knows not to pressure me anymore or I won’t talk to him.
Although I haven’t seen SH in a long time, he continues to
call and text and is a friend on facebook. Honestly, I knew Daddy wanted him to
go away but I guess I didn’t realize how much it bothered him until today when He
made it very clear. At first it was with a raised voice which always makes me
want to cry. Anyone else could yell at me and I wouldn’t care but tears burn my
eyes if Daddy raises His voice at me. He had every right to, I shouldn’t have
been in contact with SH.
Shortly after, Daddy explained it so sweetly. He despises
being jealous, doesn’t like how it feels or how it makes him think and act. He
said he’s always loved me and deemed me special but it’s become more intense.
He said I’m extremely precious to him
now. It makes him more possessive and jealous. I absolutely understand this
because I feel this way too. Our bond has grown so strong, our love is more
intense.
Precious, I love that word. Love that feeling. My heart, body, mind and soul are devoted to
Daddy. Every day I love Him more. Thank you Daddy. xx
PS… I immediately un-friended SH on facebook!!
Isn't the affect they have on us amazing? It's really something else how a change of tone can bring you to your knees; when if someone else used it, you wouldn't even bat an eyelash.
ReplyDeleteOh my - YES! I like to think I'm thick skinned yet with Him I just crumble.
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