And so i wait

All secrets revealed, nothing left to hide, my shameful acts exposed. But You already knew.

How did You walk that line? Did You know i'd confess my transgressions with time? Such patience and wisdom, so much more than i.

And now i wait for that which i deserve. Remorseful for the pain i caused, eternally grateful for your acceptance of my failings. When You call for me, i shall walk the walk of shame and kneel before You. i do not wish for mercy, i will endure. 

For it is You that has taught me the pureness of love. And it is You who i will serve with absolute devotion. And so i wait.

Masters relief

  I can feel her warm breath against my thighs when she stops for air. I see her red silky hair spill around her face and onto my legs as she slowly takes me into her mouth. Perfect rhythm. Perfect warmth. Perfect sucking. I see her lead me from excitement to passion straight to the raw thrill of my orgasm as it flows across her tongue. She massages me with her warm soft mouth. My back bows up off of the bed in ecstasy as I hold onto her hair and feel my hard cock finally release as it pumps into her throat. Her blue eyes filled with passion and electricity stare up at me as she keeps swallowing and pulling my cum out of me in gushes. She doesn't release until a minute after I am spent inside of her mouth. Her hands slide up my chest as she climbs slowly to mount my cock. It's not over tonight. Who is the Master? Who is in control? I penetrate her tight body as she lowers onto me,  and I wonder...

Triggers

 A look, a command, a collar; a private exchange between a Dominant & submissive that can trigger those intense Ds feelings.

The theater was crowded; Daddy & I were holding hands and watching the movie. I reached for my water and needed my other hand to unscrew the cap. When I tried to pull it away Daddy wouldn’t let go. He kept His eyes fixed on the screen and squeezed my hand tighter so I couldn’t free it if I tried. We said nothing, I held up the water bottle and Daddy took off the cap with his free hand. During the movie I’d occasionally start to slip my hand away for one reason or another just to be reminded I did not have that freedom.

I was under His control in a theater full of unsuspecting people. Those sweet little butterflies danced inside me. Erotic comfort is the best description I can think of. It’s the comfort of our bond and belonging to my Daddy laced with erotic tingling sensations from His power over me.  I curled up closer to him and resolved to relax with my Big Daddy and just watch the movie. It was never spoken between us, it was simply understood that my hand was to remain in His. Such a simple act yet a powerful reminder that I am His.

xx

Football, Testosterone & Sex

After the Super bowl, I feel sadness like I felt as a child when the Christmas Holiday was over. Football is just so damn sexy! It must be the high levels of testosterone that get me.

I love how happy Daddy is on Sundays. TV blaring, lining up our fantasy teams, chili, wings or con queso heating up in the kitchen, dressed in our fave football jerseys, talking smack on facebook and lots of hot living room sex! That’s how we do football.  

And really, what’s not to like? He gets to enjoy the manly competition, the hard hits, the extraordinary plays and record breaking moments. I share those joys plus I get to see hot dominate males rule the field. I may not root for their teams but damn, Brady, Manning, Quinn, Romo & Tebow are fun to watch. And all that passion; the fire in bad ass Harrisons eyes just before a brutal hit , Palamalu’s unbelievable full body tackles like  a predator attacking its prey, Big Ben’s large stature and amazing endurance, Ward’s irresistible smile,   Mendenhall’s dives into the end zone (whoops, did this sentence disclose my team?). Its full contact, it’s extremely physical, it’s forceful and rough; my kind of playing. 

The big red chair sees a lot of action on Sundays. Whether my head is bobbing while Daddy sits back still watching the game or He bends me over it and pounds me unmercifully, we are very physical fans. When we are fortunate enough to attend which is usually a few games each year, we add tailgaiting, cornhole, friends and the stadium experience to the fun. The sex waits till we get home although I’d love to find a safe spot to have a quickie.  Hhhmmm, put that on my bucket list!

Our jerseys and team paraphernalia are packed away until next season. Once spring arrives I won’t miss football. Yet during the remaining weeks of winter, we are a little lost on Sundays. Perhaps Daddy could start a "training camp" in our living room. Watch a few highlight clips and perfect our Sunday ritual of football, testosterone & sex.

Slavers Kiss

I fall to the floor upon all fours, lowering my head to the ground, ass up high and thighs widely spread, exposing myself to You.
You may touch me tenderly or punish me harshly. You may cuff and bind me so I cannot move. You may gag me so I have no voice. You may blindfold me so my site is gone. And yet, somehow I've never been so free.

Slavers Kisses to You Big Daddy xx


Sketch borrowed from Anna's Art

4th Time's the Charm

I was starting to fall asleep next to Daddy when he put my hand on his cock. So hard, so big, will sleep later, Big Daddy’s horny! My little hand gripped around His big cock making it stiffen and twitch; an irresistible invitation for my mouth. I rest my head on His lap and lick the bulging head then travel my tongue all over His rock hard cock. He lay back letting me play with it how I wanted. I started kind of lazily fondling it with my tongue and hands but before long I was sucking and fucking Daddy’s cock until He groaned and filled my mouth with His cum.  I swallowed it all and kept licking and lightly sucking until He was thrusting it in my throat. Within minutes Daddy’s moans were louder and He came again. And I still kept Him in my mouth. This time simply holding His half hard dick between my lips and occasionally sucking it like I use to suck my thumb when I was little. It was sweet, he caressed my head while I just played with it gently. To my surprise, He became fully erect all over again and I went at it. For a third time Daddy came and for a third time I swallowed it up then kept Him in my mouth. This time he stayed hard and I kept licking and sucking until my Big Daddy came in my mouth for the fourth time. He was amazed and so was I. I know He can cum four times in a night, but four times in my mouth within thirty minutes was fucking awesome for both of us.     

Ps… there are still some that doubt this is possible. I recently read a man in a forum insisting a man’s body simply can’t have multiples. “It’s a myth, the hydraulics doesn’t work that way” he explained. I didn’t bother to debate the poor fellow; I had my Big Daddy’s smile on my mind. xx